Tristan's Albulm

Tristan's Albulm

The Growing Bb...

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Current Weight: 10.3 kg (24 Jan 2011)
Current Length: 85 cm (24 Jan 2011)

Thursday, November 26, 2009

How 5kg changed my life

What changes when you have a baby? A better question may be: What doesn't change? Found these on a website n thought that what was written is really true.

Just 7 week and my life has COMPLETELY turned around! Jus a year ago, i wouldn't expect that i'll be able to wake up in the middle of the night esp every 2 hours to feed my baby but everytime when i sees him smiling at me, my heart would jus melt! :P

1. You finally stop to smell the roses, because your baby is in your arms.

2. Where you once believed you were fearless, you now find yourself afraid.

3. The sacrifices you thought you made to have a child no longer seem like sacrifices.

4. You respect your body ... finally.

5. You respect your parents and love them in a new way.

6. You find that your baby's pain feels much worse than your own.

7. You believe once again in the things you believed in as a child.

8. You lose touch with the people in your life whom you should have banished years ago.

9. Your heart breaks much more easily.

10. You think of someone else 234,836,178,976 times a day.

11. Every day is a surprise.

12. Bodily functions are no longer repulsive. In fact, they please you. (Hooray for poop!)

13. You look at your baby in the mirror instead of yourself.

14. You become a morning person.

15. Your love becomes limitless, a superhuman power.

16. "You discover how much there is to say about one tooth."

17. "You finally realize that true joy doesn't come from material wealth."

18. "You now know where the sun comes from."

19. "You'd rather buy a plastic tricycle than those shoes that you've been dying to have."

20. "You realize that although sticky, lollipops have magical powers."

21. "You don't mind going to bed at 9 p.m. on Friday night."

22. "Silence? What's that?"

23. "You realize that the 15 pounds you can't seem to get rid of are totally worth having."

24. "You discover an inner strength you never thought you had."

25. "You no longer rely on a clock — your baby now sets your schedule."

26. "You give parents with a screaming child an 'I-know-the-feeling' look instead of a 'Can't-they-shut-him-up?' one."

27. "Your dog — who used to be your 'baby' — becomes just a dog."

28. "You take the time for one more hug and kiss even if it means you'll be late."

29. "You learn that taking a shower is a luxury."

30. "You realize that you can love a complete stranger."

31. You find yourself wanting to make this world a better place.

32. If you didn’t believe in love at first sight before, now you do!

33. You start to appreciate Sesame Street for its intellectual contribution.

34. You have to quit watching the news because you see every story from a mother's perspective and it breaks your heart.

35. You just plain love life more - everything comes together and becomes better because of one tiny person and your love for them.

36. You finally find out the real reason you have those breasts.

37. In response to #2 [above], I'd say that where you were once afraid, you're now fearless. I was always very timid and shy and let myself get walked all over … but now where my kid's concerned, I'll speak my mind and really connect with my inner "b"!

38. The support you get from other people surprises you, because the people giving it are not always the ones you'd expect.

39. Nothing is just yours any longer. You share EVERYTHING!

40. No matter what you've accomplished in life, you look at your child and think, "I've done a GREAT job!"

41. You want to take better care of yourself for your child.

42. You can have the most wonderful conversation using only vowel sounds like "ahhh" and "oooo."

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Still no sleep

Having to do the night shift (taking care of baby at night) has taken over my life. I used to enjoy partying till the wee hours at night and still can wake up the next day feeling alive but now, having to take care of my baby at night, feeding him every 2 hours and expressing milk every 4 hours is really making me so exhausted! when will this end? or at least gets better?

i can't wait for the time where he will at least sleeps longer at night so that i can also have my beauty sleep. hiaz... now my routine starts at 2pm when i wake up, have my breakfast cum lunch, do housework and bath by 5 pm. Start feeding him and taking over from my mom until i have my dinner at abt 7.30pm. his fussy time begins abt 9pm till abt 1am where he will refuse to sleep and just fuss and cries. I just hope sometimes i know what he wants cos at times i feel like a failure when i just can't comfort him. he will finally dose off at around 1am than wake up abt every 2 hours to feed. i will do my expressing at 1am than wash up and quickly go to bed before he wakes up again. My next expressing time is around 4-5am either after or before his feed. Abt 7am, i am usually super tired and will start dosing off whenever i feed him. My happiest moment is 9am when i know i can finally pass him to my mom, express one last time and finally go to bed by 10am. This cycle will repeat again at 2pm :(

Sometimes i find that i do not have a life anymore. i no longer have time to do my own stuff like reading, knitting or even go out. i miss being pregnant where we are 2 in one rather than now where everything i do has to fit into his schedule. Will i ever get used to it? No wonder woman gets post natal depression. i do wonder how woman without family help pull thru this super tough time. i really salute them man!