I went to OLPS church today to attend the monthly family day service. I wan to set a good example for my baby so will try to attend service whenever i can.
I prayed to God to let me be a good wife and mother. I know motherhood will change me and i already can see some changes in me. It's no longer abt myself or how i'm feel and wat i like or dislike, but now it more abt make decisions for my family... My precious husband and my child or children in the future.
Having to go thru the Nuchal Translucency Down's Syndrome Screening on the 30 mar made me regret my decision of postponing becoming a mummy. why didn't i wan to have a baby earlier? Now i have to put darby n myself thru the anxiety of having to worry if our baby is going to be down syndrome. I worry abt the decisions we'll have to make if we find out my baby is down syndrome. Haiz...
I'll pray hard that the Lord will not take this precious little gift away... One that will complete our family.
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