MASTITIS!!! MASTITIS!!! MASTITIS.!!!

Haiz.. My Best friend is here to visit again!!! MASTITIS!! Arrgghh

I seem to be getting it every mth or when i dun have enough sleep. Now my left breast is so swollen n painful. Having chills and fever also. Really hate this feeling :(

Sleeping Baby

I feel so contented everytime look at my sleeping baby. These couple of days, because of his stomach flu, he'll wake up in the middle of the night crying while trying to pooo.. so poor thing.. haiz.. Hope he'll recover soon.

Stomach Flu

My baby 'trying to Pang Sai'

Tristan has been having stomach flu since wed and seeing him in pain when he wans to 'pang sai' aches my heart. He's Pooing more than his usual 2-3 time a day and I know my mom is feeling more heartache than anyone of us. So between us, we are really feeding him with alot of breast milk.

Whenever i look at his poo, i always wonder, why does he have to put in so much effort, when it is so watery? It seems easy enough to 'squeeze' out right? But seeing him concentrating hard, making grunting noises, clenching his fists, kicking his legs and sometime even his little face will turn red is so damn cute. LOL

Saw the baby doc today.. Wah so expensive man! Just consultation plus 3 medicine cost me $88. Maybe next time (touch wood) will see the GP, unless it's really serious. :P

The 1st 3 months

The 3 mths are a major turning point in my life. 3 Mths ago i gave birth to my precious baby boy Tristan, than because of such a long labour, he had to stay in the NICU for 5 days. Straight following that was my unforgettable confinement, which was a crash course to parenting. I didn't expect that waking up every 2 hours can be so tiring and 4 hrs sleep was such a privilege.

After his full moon party, darby also had to go back to work so i had to re-adjust my time again to fit in my 4-5 hrs of sleep, 1-2 hrs of house work, taking over the baby from my mom and expressing milk. It was tough at 1st but now everything fits into a schedule that i jus follow very day... my boring life. LOL

Well, Tristan had his 2nd Hep B jab and he is also circumcised! (will upload the video soon.. but not for the faint hearted and Definitely not for dads!) He was crying throughout the whole procedure not from the pain but more from the nurse trying to hold him down. My darby was more tramatised than my baby cos after that, he needed to take the rest of the day off from work! hee hee. Recovery was only 5 days and other than being a bit swollen, he was actually ok and didn't even need to take the panadol that the doc gave us.

Tomorrow will be his 1st 5 in 1 jab. Jus to take this jab, it's our 3rd time going to the polyclinic.. (long story.. haiz). Tristan has grown alot since his birth and seeing him growing, getting stronger and smiling at me when he sees me, completes my life. He is growing up day by day changing every week and i thank God for letting me experience motherhood through my baby boy.. Tristan.. :P