Just Being Contented

i used to hear horror stories abt being pregnant. The constant morning sickness, the putting on weight n looking like an elephant and the terrible mood swings. So strange, i'm not having any of the above but a feeling of bliss and contentment.

I'm just feeling happy most of the time when i'm awake. Some how i notice a change in me, i'm not the usual bad tempered or the so quick to react type and maybe becos my movements are slower now, i'm taking time to enjoy things that i would usually miss when i'm in a rush. I'm beginning to really enjoy having a baby. I'm not only living for myself now but i also have a complete family that's the center of my world. =P

Work Werk Werx

Haiz... It's the 24th day of pulling 16 hour work shifts... I am exhausted.

I wish this freelance didn't come now. So that I could share more of these happy moments with my Darby.

Bright side is that the extra money would be useful knowing that a little'un is on the way. :D

Would be so fun buying toys under the pretext that it's for the kid now!

Confirmation

Well, it's confirmed... went to see a doc today to confirm it. hee hee

Didn't know that having a baby can be so exhausting. I just constantly tired!!!!! goodness me!!! the whole maternal instinct has not kicked in yet but at least now i'm starting to be more careful with wat i eat and wat i do. But the absent minded n forgetful part is both scary and funny. I know i will enjoy this process very much. I want to be a happy mummy so that i'll have a happy baby.. =P

Muhahahaha... This is the culprit speaking!

The I-wanna-be-a-daddy bug has been with me for quite a while already. And now that the time has come... Well... Like the wife, maybe it hasn't really settled in yet. All those feelings of anxiety that you see in movies? Nada. Maybe it's cos work is really busy plus the added freelancing. But anxious, excited or what... I am happy!

Crossing the line

25th Feb 2009 will be the 2nd most important date in my life. I found out from a pink test kit that i'm going to be a mummy soon. Maybe the whole idea of being a mummy is still new and has not set in yet so actually i'm feeling pretty calm.

I didn't expect that i'll be this calm, probable cos most of the time now, i feel very exhausted. Just doing my usual house work take up alot of my energy. i dun know how long have i been pregnant but i guess the baby may be more than 8 weeks old. My 1st doc's appt is on the 13 mar so i guess i will have to wait till than to fin dout more..

Need to bath n sleep.. back is aching already..
=P